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Sadie Robertsonsees more children in her future.
“One day we’ll say four kids, one day we’ll say three,” says Robertson, who has three siblings whojoined the family via adoption. She adds of expanding her own family through adoption, “I’ve just seen the beauty of it, what a blended family can look like from adoption.”
“She’s been smiling a lot, and she just started laughing and it is the best moment. I look forward to it every time I’m with her, just to see her smile or try to make her laugh,” she shares. “We’re in a really fun season right now.”
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In a Julyepisodeof herWhoa That’s Goodpodcast, Robertson opened up about hermental health journey since becominga new mom. She said directly after giving birth she was “honestly on cloud nine” and “didn’t even really know that I was about to enter this really big healing process to come.”
After recalling intense pain she felt for about a month after giving birth, Robertson spoke about how her faith carried her through. She then addressed the postpartum anxiety she has struggled with.
“What it kinda looked like for me was, honestly I have struggled with anxiety for years … I’m constantly trying to fight fear in my life,” she said. “But whenever I have hurt and I was going through that postpartum, it was so many emotions happening that I couldn’t really fight the fear like I normally do. All of a sudden I was just in a state of anxiety. I didn’t even realize it was creeping up as much as it was.”
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“The reason I was so fearful is because I loved her so much,” added Robertson. “… I was so happy to get to be her mom. However, just because it makes rational sense that I had some fear doesn’t mean that that’s something I needed to live with.”
Robertson eventually called a doctor she’d gone to in the past to work through anxiety, who told her to stop thinking in what-ifs and instead remind herself that those things did not happen: “Override that fear with gratitude.”
She found out that Huff was going through similar stress as a new parent. “We both needed to open up about it,” she said, adding that it was good to “talk it out.”
If you or someone you know needs mental health help, text “STRENGTH” to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 to be connected to a certified crisis counselor.
source: people.com
