Britney Spearsis aware of the healing that needs to happen in her life.

Sharing the word “intention” as her “word of the week” on Instagram, the 39-year-old singer admitted that she still needs “lots of healing” after she was removed from her 13-year conservatorship in mid-November.

The singer added that she also intends to “give people hope” and that she knows she’s “lucky to be present and exist today.”

“I fought for that an extremely long time. I’m grateful for that but also I still need lots of healing,” she wrote. “Not therapy … but kind of healing that comes from within !!!!”

She added, “I have hope and the intention to do my best …. period !!!! That’s all I have … intention !!!!”

“And you might be surprised cause my prayers are pretty damn powerful ESPECIALLY when you’re on the right medication just a month ago !!!!” she wrote. “Damn I can actually pray …. it feels so good to just BE HERE !!!! I’M HERE … thanks to no doctor or conservatorship people … good God my friends … it’s good to BE HERE and be PRESENT !!!!”

Britney Spears and Sam Asghari.Vivien Killilea/Getty Images

Britney Spears; Sam Asghari

Although Spears did not reveal what kind of medication she’s on, she did hint to her followers to keep an eye out for something that could come about in the next three months.

“Since I can actually PRAY now hopefully in just 3 months there will be a shift for me … I mean who knows…” she continued, before “pulling aSnoop Dogg” and thanking herself for believing in herself all these years.

The new posts from Spears come two weeks after a source shared with PEOPLE that Spears is looking forward to andpreparing forher wedding to fiancéSam Asghari.

“Britney is talking about what kind of wedding she’d like and has been considering venues,” the insider says.

The coupleannounced their engagementin September, after more than four years of dating.

source: people.com