Asia Argentois sending a morbid message to her fans following boyfriendAnthony Bourdain‘s suicide.
The Italian actress, 42, shared a black and white selfie on her Instagram story Monday captioned, “Life is a bitch and then you die.”
The post comes shortly after she returned to work on Italy’sThe X-Factorcompetition show, sharing a video of the audience cheering on set.
TheParts Unknownhost had been dating Argento, who is also prominent in the #MeToo movement, for more than a year. They met during the filming of Bourdain’s CNN show in 2016 and began dating a year later. Argento collaborated with Bourdain on his show, and recently directed an upcoming episode set in Hong Kong.
One day after Bourdain wascrematedin France, the actressposted a photo on social media describing her mental state.
In the image, Argento — who was spending time with friends in Berlin — could be seen holding a piece of paper with the words “I’m a f— mess inside” crossed out and replaced with the following message: “I’m fine.”
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“Anthony gave all of himself in everything that he did,” she wrote on Twitter. “His brilliant, fearless spirit touched and inspired so many, and his generosity knew no bounds. He was my love, my rock, my protector. I am beyond devastated.”

“Like a teenage boy just absolutely lovestruck,” the insider said of Bourdain’s feelings for Argento. “He would have done anything for her, and that was a little red flag for some of his friends.”
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The source explained Bourdain’s love was all-encompassing, saying, “Like, he was crazy in love with her, crazy being the keyword.”
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“That being said, none in our circle of friends knew he was struggling in any life-or-death way. Honestly, I don’t think anyone knew. I don’t think Eric [Ripert] knew the depths of his pain,” continued the source. “The shock of Tony’s death is almost as profound as the pain.”
“Even his closest friends are still waiting for some mystery to be uncovered,” they added. “We knew his nerves were shattered a little; his marriage had fallen apart, he was way, way overworked and overdriven, but unstable… No one had a clue.”
Bourdain split from his estranged wifeOttavia Busiain 2016, but their divorce was not finalized beforehis sudden death.
If you or someone you know is considering suicide, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255), text “help” to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 or go tosuicidepreventionlifeline.org.
source: people.com